I just wish i was laughing.
It’s reallly too bad i take everything to heart.I just want someone constant. Someone stable. Someone who cares about me like i care about them. Someone who willl overlook my many flaws, and listen to my whispers. I want someone i can be myself around, 100%. Someone who understands me, and the decisions i make. Right now, i feel like these things are unattainable. I feeel like there is absolutely no way i could ever have these things. I’ve never felt love before, only hurt. I want to know it’s real. Taking someone’s word for it, is no longer good enough. Show me how to believe.
i wish eric still did this. instead he stopped caring. and i stopped being happy.
(Source: wanderlustsami)
